fifth post.

its so cold outside, it helps set the mood for blogging. lol today, was okay i guess. I wasnt as talkative as i usually am. i dont think its because i was tired, but more because of the fact that i have so much on my mind. my head was pretty much throbing the whole dayy. ughh. do you ever feel forced to fake your hapiness ? just to satisfy your friends. give them a reason not to worry about you. but of course there is always that one friend who sees right through you. because he or she possibly is feeling the same way you do.